Tuesday, June 14, 2005

maybe today?

So I didn't have time for laundry or picking up my dry cleaning, but I did go for dinner with Violet and she was so kind and took me to Target to get my niece her birthday gift. And I got pillows for my couch. I love my new pillows and I want more of them! I must go back and get at least 2 more. They are smaller than I thought and my couch is so big that it's just not enough to only have 2.

The best part of yesterday was on my way to dinner...I got to talk to my niece for the first time since Christmas. She is so sweet! The last time I called my brother she didn't want anything to do with me but this time she nearly made me cry. As soon as she knew I was on the phone she grabbed it away from her mom and started talking to me! IT WAS THE BEST!!! I felt so loved in that instant and special. I always worry that she won't remember me and I guess we're past that point. She loves me and misses me and no longer needs prompting to talk to me. I'm so glad I'm going home. My brother keeps trying to get me to move home...well they all do, but this time he even offered me a job, but I don't think I want to be a Mortgage Broker like him. I think this trip will be the test to see if I can handle being around the family enough to move back. I'm definitely tempted now and have been thinking about it for a while. It's such a difficult decision and not one that I can make right away but I will need to make that choice soon. I need to start feeling like I'm home, where ever that may be and I have a funny feeling that will be back in Toronto. Of course, an idea just popped into my head of how I could do it sooner, rather than later. hmmmmm....

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