Monday, May 16, 2005

Instead of a match, I got a fire!

You guys are great! You are so supportive and kind, even when we've never met. That really amazes me, but thank you! Tosa ~ I only needed a match and you sent me a fire. TSG ~ You're right about the writing. I felt much better after posting last night and then chatted with my sister for close to 2 hours. Both helped, even though I didn't expect them to. I'm not going to quit my job...at least not yet, but I am going to try and not let them get to me. To not pull me into the abyss and suck the life out of me. I'm going to be strong and let it all roll off my back. Nothing is worth that kind of pain. So far, it's worked with a little help from my iPod, but it's only been 8 hours. Tomorrow may be a little more difficult. I've also decided that when I'm feeling down, I'm going to get outside and walk or call a friend to get all those horrible thoughts out of my head. No more moping around the house feeling sorry for myself. I always do that and it only makes things worse. Thankfully, I have something to look forward to - Spitfire will be here in a couple of days and Doc is coming to visit for Memorial Day weekend. It will be the first time in a couple of years the girls are in town at the same time - and it's going to be great. Look out Chicago!

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