Tuesday, May 09, 2006

3 days and counting

It's been 9 days since I last saw Kev, but it feels like a lifetime ago. Time is going so slowly for me right now and even though I'll be flying to see him Friday night, it feels so far away. It's only Tuesday and Friday feels like it will never get here. Part of me is still excited and looks forward to my trip, but another part of me wonders why I'm bothering. I want mid-week dates. I want to not spend a fortune on long distance calls and flights. But he calls me at work and makes me smile. He takes my hand as we walk down the street. He'll spot a stray piece of hair across my face and move it aside. He notices the little things and it feels so wonderful. And it makes me want to be closer to him. So I contemplate moving back home and wonder if I could actually do it. Would it be right for me? Is it something I would want to do if he was not in my life?

Posted by Maple :: 3:14 PM :: 1 Comments:

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