Saturday, April 08, 2006

Thinking too much

Thursday night after a half bottle of wine and some time to myself I started thinking and couldn't stop. I wrote down my thoughts while lying in bed hoping that doing so would help put me to sleep. I wasn't so lucky but at least I've been able to put into words some of what has been going through my head lately. And yes it rhymes, but who cares.

I knew what I was doing
It's sad to admit
He had no idea
We didn't fit

We had a good time
We had our fun
He got me outside
And into the sun

It wasn't a game
It had to be done
I was losing my mind
I was coming undone

I should've done better
But I didn't try
I'd managed to settle
Not reach for the sky

It wasn't his fault
That we didn't last
He was like all the others
From my storied past

I cannot change
What I did to this man
I've lived my life
The only way that I can

Will my future be different
Will I find the man
That I love without question
That wants my hand

Sometimes I think
I'm such a dope
But that doesn't stop me
From still having hope

My future is bright
My future is here
I have the best friends
That I hold dear

I don't need a man
To make things right
I only need faith
And a little more might

I have control
Of my destiny
No matter the outcome
I'm happy I'm me

Posted by Maple :: 6:33 PM :: 2 Comments:

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