Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Mush

Today is another one of those days. A day where my brain doesn't want to function properly and I just can't get motivated. On my way into work I was asked for directions and I froze. I knew where he wanted to go but couldn't for the life of me figure out how to articulate it and get him there. Others had to tell him instead. Granted, it was before I had any caffeine or food, but it was pretty bad. Since then, I've had a couple of teas and breakfast and it hasn't made a difference. My brain is still mush. I've managed to do all the easy tasks so far but I have some really complicated stuff to figure out now and I can't focus at all. Maybe it's avoidance, maybe it's just my hormones, but it's starting to get to me. I know I've struggled the last week or so to get out of bed each day. Hitting the snooze for about an hour each morning is not conducive to being productive and energetic, but I don't know how to fix it. I'm getting into bed by 10pm each night, reading until about 11pm and then tossing and turning. When the alarm goes off at 6:15am I'm not alive enough to respond and just roll over to sleep more. I thought the weekend would get me back on track but it was just as bad if not worse. Sunday morning I was up by 7:45am and there was no chance of going back to bed. I'm trying to take my vitamins now and get into that habit hoping it will help but so far I don't see a change. Maybe some fresh air at lunch with help? Or maybe I should just crawl under my desk and take a nap.

Posted by Maple :: 11:01 AM :: 2 Comments:

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