Thursday, July 28, 2005

maybe tomorrow

Some of my friends have made comments to me lately that I'm not posting like I once used to. They know that I have more going on in my life than work - believe it or not - yet I don't write about it here. And the reason for that is that I've become involved with Fenway, who is wonderful, but because he is a fellow blogger I don't feel comfortable yet with putting everything out there for him (or his readers) to read. He's been great about writing on his site, but I get very self-conscious and I know I have new readers because of what he writes. People wanting to know my side of what's going on with us, which makes this intimidating for me. I am also worried about writing something that would bother him or make him question my feelings for him, even though I only have good things to say. I know I shouldn't feel this way, that I should write like I'm still anonymous to everyone, but that is a very difficult task - especially since I am a very private person. But I know that I have to try since I feel like I've lost my voice since I've stopped writing about my personal life. So I will write soon. Not tonight because it is very late and I'll be leaving work shortly. Maybe tomorrow...if I can get some time off for good behaviour.

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